Even If I Wake Up and Wake Up is a captivating Japanese web novel that delves into the complexities of adult relationships, past traumas, and the intricacies of long-distance love. The story follows Hirosaki as she navigates a long-distance relationship between Japan and Boston, only to be unexpectedly reunited with her former boyfriend, Maki Kurose, at a party. As their paths cross, bitter traumas resurface, leading to a poignant exploration of love, jealousy, and mature themes. With a tagline of tragedy and yaoi elements, this novel promises a gripping narrative that will keep readers on the edge of their seats.